After watching these videos my gut reaction was to go on a tirade against Donnie McClurkin; however, this man does not need my (nor the collective gay community’s ire). He needs sympathy because he is really SAD. He hates who he is so much that he will willingly defame himself, and people like him, just to appease a congregation of people who believes he will rot in hell if he even entertains the notion of loving and being loved in a way that is natural to him.
Sorry Donnie but I’ve been on the self hatred path. I refuse to travel it. I am happy and fulfilled in the knowledge that I wonder, beautiful, and worthy to exist just AS I AM. Honey, you know you can’t change your attraction. You can preach all this rhetoric until the cows come home but the “girls” all know you HOIN in the dark (hell, you refuse to refer to yourself as a heterosexual…which means you are still a homo). COGIC is a breeding ground for closet homosexuals. So don’t hate and ridicule me because I lead my life on the up and up. I’m free Mr. McClurkin. I don’t have to use some woman as a smoke screen and go fuck men in dark alleyways just to feed my loins (which is something dogs do). I’m free to create lasting relationships that will fulfill me completely. Can you say the same?
In addition, Mr. McClurkin, you should really think about what it is you are doing if you REALLY long to be “Christ like.” Somewhere in that audience is a child or adolescent that will go home and cry themselves to sleep just because they aren’t who that hateful church says they are supposed to be. That venomous rhetoric destroys lives and leads to adolescent suicide. I know because I WAS one of those kids. Because of well meaning christians like yourself I was ready to end it all for Jesus. Fortunately, I didn’t. However, could you live with yourself if you found out some child did do that? Don’t answer (because I know ya’ll COGIC people are SICK).
Anyway Donnie…I still send good thoughts your way. Hopefully oneday you’ll get your life together. You have the problem. Not me.